Will you ever notice me...
Saturday, 24 September 2011
11:55
Day 2 : I saw her again.
Woken up by the phone, it was kaiwin who called me, asking when should we meet up to go to the Goodwood Park Hotel to collect the digital piano from last night performance. We decided to meet up at 3pm. Drove my van there, kaiwin and me went to the ballroom to collect it. Believe me, it was freaking heavy. Drove to compasspoint to pass it to the music shop. Wasted 2 hours of my time .!
After everything, i texted Chriscia, because today was the day that we have set a date to go out together. She asked me where are we going, and I decided, Vivo City ! And then we set a time at 7pm to meet up.
The time hit 5.45pm. I went to the showers, getting prepared and everything ready. Went to the market to buy fish soup for her. Wanted to buy for her food but she was complaining that she couldn't eat any. She would rather drink soup. So.. Yeah. Bought one packet of fish soup for her. I hope she would like it. Rushed to Junction 8 soon after , Ran to the flower shop. Because the time was already 6.30pm. Didn't want to be late and let my girl wait. Took a look around the shop. Found a bouquet of rose, it was pretty. I just couldn't wait to see her smile when i hand the flowers to her. So i decided to buy it. Though this small little bouquet is kinda expensive at a cost of $xx. Its worth it for her. Ran back to the carpark. And then off i went to my girl's house.
Waited at her house downstairs for her, took a quick puff, and there she was, in front of me. I was so thrilled because i can get to see her again, her smile nvr fails to make my day. Opened the door for her, She went in. And then i asked her to close her eyes, wanted to give her a surprise. I took out the bouquet from the backseat and showed her, She was shocked. At the same time loss for words. I guess many things are swirling around her mind at that moment, but i can get to see her smile, that explains everything. My girl likes it . And then we went off.. To Vivo City !
Our first destination was Golden Village. We went to buy the tickets of a show 'Abduction'. Then we went to have our late dinner at Carl's Jr. Bought a big big burger for her. I just love the way she eats. So sweet, and at the same time, so adorable. After dinner, we went out to the lakeside for a puff or two. And then, off we went to shop!
First shop we entered was Forever 21, Saw some clothes that would be nice if she wore it, So i picked a few and let her try it out.
Auw, doesn't she look like an angel in those clothes? I smiled when i look at the pictures, my girl, she's as gorgeous as angel herself. Time passed fast when we shop, but still, we decided to go to my car and rest there. Exchanged a few kisses at my car, I can't believe, she finally allow me to kiss her. French kiss that is ! it was so sweet, how i wished that moment would last till eternity. The time reached, 11.15pm. Then we went to our movies. The movie was rather, messy. Its hard to understand the first part, but gradually, i could catch the flow of it. Its still okay.
Movie ended, went to the carpark, opened the door for her, kneel down for her with the rose in my hand. And i asked her, would she be my girl. A kiss would show that she accept. No kisses means otherwise. Sadly, she didn't. Drove her back, tears filled my eyes, many things rushed through my mind, i couldn't concentrate on the road, Its just too difficult to bear.
Reached her house downstairs, she said she would give me an answer tomorrow night. With a last kiss, i saw her went off.
I really wished that, your answer would be a yes chrisicia, I'll always be there for you, loving you, care for you. My shoulder is always yours to lie on. I would never disappoint you my dear. Ily.
Signing Off :
Victor Ngo.
Will you ever notice me...
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
06:30
Day 1 : I saw my true love.
It was raining heavily, such a good day to sleep. But have to wake up earlier because the new aircons had just arrived. Mum bought 3 of it , to be installed into the rooms. Well, the installation has to take a few hours before it's completed. I was like, OMG? how can i be in the living room all day doing nothing ?
So there i was, in my living room, playing iphone games, kinda retard huh ? But oh well, have to resort to this because of the 'BOREDEMNESS'. I'm not even sure if thats a word. LOL! then it suddenly hit me, I'm gonna meet Chriscia this saturday right ? why not ask her out today ? Since it always bring me smiles whenever i text her and also using the talkbox with her. I decided to gave it a go, and ask her out (: . She replied asking me where do i wanna go, So i thought, why not to the movies ? and replied her 'movies lor o.o'. After a few texts, we agreed on meeting at about 4.30pm, under her block. And so, i head to the showers.
After preparing, went to the carpark, started the engine, and off to her place. Upon arriving, i called her on her phone, ''Hey duckie, i've reached. You can come down now.'' Waited and waited, Then i saw the block that i was at. Block 132. Then i thought, this isn't the block that Chriscia gave it to me. Thinking that because of that, she couldn't find me. I called her again and tell her where i was, But she don't even know where that block is! OMG ! well, few mins pass and hey, I saw that lovely girl walking towards my direction. She's gorgeous, having all smiles on her face. I chuckled, "HELLO!" , and as usual she smile, my heart melt. She has the most beautiful smile i've ever seen. Soon after, off we went to Plaza Singapura.
Reached the carpark at lvl 6, we went in to the shopping centres. Went to the top floor, outside the cinema, looking at the screens, we just can't decide on which show to watch. Soon after we agreed on watching the show Johnny english. Chrisica was there saying like ' No, don't watch don't watch, you watched before.' I know that girl, but i don't mind watching it with you again as i know i can watch you smile in the cinema throughout the whole movie. But the problem is, the show is at 9.10pm. And its only 5pm that moment. What are we going to do for that 4 hours ?! OMG!. walked around, and i decide to bring this girl to eat at Secret Recipe.
Knowing her Biggest fear is food, i ordered an Oreo milkshake and also a small tower of ice-cream for her. xD *Evil grins* Looking at her, complaining all the way, but still, she can't resist the temptation of the ice-cream. Hahahahaha!
Snap a few photos of her. But she's always shy. Using her hands to cover her face. But still i manage to snap a decent picture of her. (: . Spend around 45 minutes, chatting away and sharing the ice-cream. She says "Why don't have chio bu here de?" I was like, OMG again. Why do girls want to see girls?! Well, she told me she just wants to see them so that they'll give her motivation to have their body shape and beauty. There i was going -.- again.
Finish eating, We went to Yahmaha, looking at all the grand pianos, It's just great. I love the one in white! It's such a beauty. Then we went on and test the sounds of the keyboard. Played a few songs for her, but i'm unable to melt her heart ): . Though i've melted quite a few of them behind surrounding us to hear my songs. :x . But having her sitting beside me as i play, i smile and i thought to myself, how i wished, you were my girl.
Deciding to leave that place, we went to the top floor, to browse through what are the shops selling. Toy shops, Game shops, Cosplay shops. And i saw a hat that is real cute. Put it on for her and snap a picture of her.
Auw.. Look how cute is she! Her smile just melts my heart. So want to grab those chubby cheeks.! My adorable girl (: . After shopping the whole of the top floor, we went to the basement, to shop for her clothings. Saw some great ones, picked up a pink dress. She looks like an office lady, a very high class office lady to be exact. Very mature those kinds. Then we went to the other shop and picked up a blue dress, as she open the dressroom door, I was stun. She's such a beauty! I fell in love with her in that dress. But she's paranoid about the word ' What if ' . "What if i saw some dress better elsewhere", she said, then she decided not to buy again.
Walked walked walked, shop shop shop. Finally 4 hours has passed. We're standing outside the arcade. Talking about feelings, I did confess to her, but, she's already attached. There's nothing i can do. Sigh, Then we went into the movies. The movie started, there she was, beside me, looking at the screen with smiles on her face. I asked, 'when do you wanna eat your hotdog?' Well , then she ate on the left side, i ate on the right. Soon, approaching the middle, after our lips touched a bit. She bite it off. Guess she was shy or something. She held my arm, as the movie continue, my heart thumps, thinking to myself, girl, how i really wished, you were mine, this is the happiest moment of my life. I actually had the feeling she was already my girl in the cinemam, and what a lucky guy i am. But sooner or later , i have to wake up from the dream and return to reality.
Movies ended, its time to head home. Went to the carpark and drove back to bedok. Sending her home. She gave me a goodnight kiss, and off she went. I was smiling, and then i head home. This is actually the happiest moment of my life. I thought.
Chriscia, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for falling in love with you, I can't help it. You're the girl i've been waiting for. After being single for 2 years, I finally found someone i actually like, and have feelings for. I didn't mean for any of these things to happen. I know that you're attached, and its wrong for me to do all these. But I just can't help it. It hurts a lot. I tried not to contact you. But how am i suppose to do that when i'm thinking of you every minute of my life. I missed you so much. I missed that day. I wanted to be a good boyf, I wanted to take care of you for the rest of my life, I wanted to be there for you whenever you need a listening ear and a shoulder to lie on. But someone's earlier than me instead. Sigh. Words can never define how i feel, I just want to be with you. I'll never regret this decision. Ily.
Signing Off :
Victor Ngo.
Will you ever notice me...
